Meet to Meet

Goofing off on Youtube, I ran across an old ESPN Monday Night Football commercial that had a guy sitting in a conference room, boredom splashed across his face. The announcer said "you're about to sit in a meeting to go over past meetings and discuss what to discuss in future meetings." Art imitates life, especially now that I am in the midst of summer training and "collaborative planning meetings".

District "training" is the unofficial end of the summer. This means it's back to the grind of last minute paperwork, shrinking budgets, increased expectations, and the other drama that goes with working in public education. As I strolled into an elementary school in West Oakland with other administrators, a familiar grumble echoed throughout the gathering masses. We gotta sit through this shit again? We did this last year! I got better shit to do. I tried to stay positive as I walked in the door, but after coming to realization that I will be undergoing the SAME "training" for about the 3rd time, I started grumbling too. And I hadn't sat in my chair yet.

Our "training" started with a welcome address from a higher up from the district. Let's just say the speech was less than inspiring. I'm sorry, but Rex Ryan shouting let's eat a Goddamn snack wouldn't have moved this crowd. Then we were shown a glossy film on what the district is doing to become a "full community service school district". I turned to a colleague at a elementary school in North Oakland, and we both laughed at each "point of achievement". Most improved district in the state? When you start at the bottom, nowhere to go but up. We send over 100 high school graduates to UC Berkeley? How many were Black children from West and East Oakland? 50% of our Black males drop out. We had 3 schools become National Blue Ribbon Schools? Man, 2 were charter schools that everyone hates because they actually educate kids. The district doesn't really recognize them, and the teachers union hates them 'cause they aren't union. So, as you can tell, the movie was inspiring.

This occurred within the first hour, of the first day of a 3-day "training". The tone for the rest of the duration was set.

Sitting through sessions and "round-robin" discussions, I came to several conclusions that warrant mentioning:

• If you are a new administrator, this is incredibly informative and necessary. You learn the policies, network with other administrators, and take home a nice binder with all the things you talked about. If you've been through the training just once, then the information is pretty repetitive, and you would rather spend your time actually working. You could send the policy changes in an e-mail...I would actually read it. And the binder is only useful when you take the stuff out of it, place the stuff in the recycle bin, and use said binder for other practical purposes.
• The beginning of each session and discussion involves a "icebreaker" or "energizer". I am not an "icebreaker" person. However, I am given dirty looks (and actually got called out by a district manager) when I don't participate. I don't care...if the district cared about differentiated learning, then they would modify the session so that analytic learners have other opportunities to interact with their peers (damn, I'm good at this academic language game!) My logic is this: having fun the first 5 minutes of the session doesn't make the other 55 minutes any better. Give me the information, and let's get out of this session 5 minutes early. That will energize me better than a game. Plus, I know everyone here, and I already don't like half of these fools in here.
• You learn that district policies are a combination of arcane rules that are devoid of any logic or sense. This is true especially with nutrition guidelines. The nutrition policies of the school district serve two main purposes: to follow state rules, and to make the district money. To feed kids healthy, nutritious food that they won't get at home? Please. For example, children can only get one snack per day, and any extras are thrown away. I have an idea...if we have extra snack, could we give them to kids who are very hungry and haven't eaten all day? Nope, not within the snack guidelines. Okay...so what happens if I order snack and I don't get it? Call our supervisor. And, while I wait for the supervisor to show up, could I run to Safeway and buy the kids some granola bars or something? Nope, the caloric and sugar content in the granola might exceed the daily allowed level. Plus, we bought the snack, and we have to serve it.

I have come to the realization that "training" serves the purpose to simply sit down and meet. No rhyme or reason is needed; someone high up decided these administrators, in the middle of a busy before-school season, must sit down for 3 days in a stuffy gymnasium and talk about...nothing. If you watch the video and study that guy's face, you'll see the same one on my mug.